The Holy Guardian Angel

In stillness I discern her silhouette— This luminous presence hovering above, Bending as if to whisper, or to kiss. Half-glimpsed, half-dreamed, yet wholly real.

Is she myself? Or something beyond? The paradox unfolds like petals of a midnight rose: She is the highest part of me, yet separate, The divine feminine to my earthly masculine.

Knowledge, Conversation, Union The sacred marriage proceeds in stages.

First, the whitening, albedo— When I first sensed her radiance through the veil..

Solomon knew this courtship in his songs, That sacred eros, that divine seduction.

The Knight seeks his Grail, The Lover his Beloved The Christ requires Sophia, And I, my Angel— All the same eternal romance.

She appears in forms I can receive— A feminine grace because I am drawn to such beauty. But what is she truly?

The mystery deepens as we move toward the yellowing, citrinitas…

The conversation begins. I speak; she responds. Not with words alone, but with symbols, dreams, Synchronicities that can't be mere chance. The dialogue of soul with its higher aspect.

In my meditations, I see that Knight again, Kneeling before his vision, Both seducer and seduced, As opposites within me seek their balance— The alchemical marriage of sun and moon.

What transformation awaits at rubedo? When we are no longer two, but one? When the Grail is found, The quest complete, And I become the true fulness of myself?

I sit with these mysteries, pen in hand, Drawing maps of an unmappable terrain.

This is the ultimate love story— Occurring within, The sacred union that births divinity.

I am both the Knight and the Angel, The seeker and the sought, The human yearning for the divine And the divine already present in the human.

Tonight I will invite her presence once again My Holy Guardian Angel, My higher self, My bride of light

the Holy Guardian Angel is really the ultimate love story, the ultimate romance story.

the Holy Guardian Angel is really your higher self and it's always guiding you and seeking to help you become your true self where you will undergo that marriage and union with it and you will become a divine being.

 the alchemical marriage—the merging of opposites within, leading to transformation and divine realization

1. Knowledge: The initial awareness and recognition of your Holy Guardian Angel, where you begin to sense its presence and guidance.
2. Conversation: Developing a deeper communication, where you start to engage in a two-way dialogue, receiving insights and guidance more clearly.
3. Union: The culmination of the journey, where you achieve a profound merging with your Higher Self, experiencing a deep spiritual union and transformation.

Zoroastrianism: Each person was believed to have a Fravashi, a guardian spirit guiding them through life.